Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Confessions {2/18}

-I often eat pudding cups with a fork because I'm too lazy to get up and get a spoon.  If I have a spoon on my desk, I'll use it though.  #lazy

-I have a friend who is going through a very difficult time and I've been thinking about her constantly and I wish I could do something for her, but she's so far away I'm not sure what I'd be able to do.

-Due to this past weekend being a long weekend, I thought Tuesday was Monday and it took me 3 times to remind myself that this morning was confessions day and I didn't have my post drafted yet...

-It will probably be a while before we host another fish night.  Holy shit that was expensive.

-I have been struggling with some of my own stuff recently.  I don't know how to make "LOVE ME!" any more obvious, but I'm sure that being an asshole isn't going to do it.  I struggle with the fact that I reflect how I'm treated no matter how lofty my goals are of treating others the way I want to be treated.  There's only so many times I can be turned away before I shut down completely and stop caring at all.  I know I'm dangerously close to that point though and all I can think of are these 2 images I've seen floating around on social media:

-Last year at this time, my longest relationship ever was ending and I was surprised and relieved.  I almost feel like I need to do something to commemorate it, lol.

-It's crazy how much things stay the same, despite the passing of time.

-I'm OVER being ridiculed for being me.

-There's a difference between being together and being together

And now for Lazy Megan Confessions:

Making Melissa


  1. I haven't had a pudding cup in forever. And I completely agree, you should never push away or shut out a loyal person!

  2. "There's a difference between being together and being together" EXACTLY!!!! I feel like I'm with my boyfriend but we aren't really together. I have a feeling from reading your posts that you and I are dealing with some of the same things.

  3. Relationship stuff is so hard...,it took a very long time for my guy to understand that when I am done I shut up and shut down. I hope everything works out in the end.

  4. - I sometimes eat yogurt with a fork, if I don't feel like finding a spoon. This is one reason I've been getting Greek yogurt instead of regular (American?) yogurt, because it's thicker and works better with a fork. #noshame

    - Long distance friendships can be great, and also really hard. Hugs for you both.

    - Yes, fish fries are SUPER expensive. Fun, but it's gotta be a special occasion thing only.

    - It sucks when someone doesn't get you, and can't/won't love you the way you need. I hope that whatever needs to happen for you to feel better, happens. And I'm here if ya need me.

  5. Sometimes people get into habits that are very difficult to break free of. Often times you have to learn how to care for yourself first before you can accept the it from another.


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